Sunday, December 31, 2017

The Purpose of Life and the Meaning of Death and Stuff

After performing my journal-slaughtering-morning-ritual, I now give you the short version of seventeen pages worth of deep meditation and devotion.

My revelation:  God doesn't let bad things happen
 Bad things happen.  
God gives the means by which we fight the bad.  Satan wants us to think that God doesn't care. Because if we believe he doesn't care, we're not going to look to him.  If we don't look to him, we don't find the answer to life.  
When things are good, you don't really feel it.  When things are bad, you feel it like like bricks being thrown at you. And God doesn't seem to do much about it.  
We expect that if God were good, he would destroy everything bad in the world.  He would just kill Satan right here and now.
So what about the world wide flood?  He gave humanity a chance to live right.  Their hearts said, "No."  Now.  The flood was not a lovely thing.  It was chaos and death and total destruction.  From God.  God made that happen.  Does that make God bad?  No.  In fact, the flood brought life.  A second chance to humanity.  God doesn't let bad things happen.  He let's us choose.
What about Jesus's death?  He brought that upon himself.  Upon his friends and family.  Imagine watching your best friend and only hope get spat at and cursed and tortured in front of you.  You think a good God would let that happen?  We miss the point.  Judas missed the point, and killed himself before he saw it.
They just had to wait three miserable days.  Just three miserable days and then Jesus came back to life, and left us with hope.  
There's a quote that says, "It'll all be better in the end.  If it's not better, it's not the end."
 So where are we now?  Still in a pretty crappy place.  But now we're left with a chance to live.  Life=God.  God=life.  We can't have one without the other.


God gives us second chances until the day we die.



Tuesday, December 26, 2017

I Heard the Bells Worth Fighting for: Guest Post by Sam, Henry, and David

There are some things I can't put into words.  Things I can't state in such a raw, real way as these men did.  Thus I turn this post over to them:









Henry:                                          I heard the bells on Christmas day,
There old, familiar carols play.
And wild and sweet the words repeat

Of peace on earth good-will to men.

David:                                Oh my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer.
by night, and am not silent.


Sam:                     I know.  It's all wrong.  By rights we shouldn't even be here.  But we are.


Henry:                                      Then from each black accursed mouth, 
The canons thundered in the south, 
And with the sound, 
The carols drowned, 
Of peace on earth good will to men.


David:                                 My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

Why are you so far from saving me, 



So far from the words of my groaning?


Sam:              It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo.  The ones that really mattered.  Full of darkness and danger they were, and sometimes you didn't want to know the end.  Because how could the end be happy?  How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad happened?


Henry:                                               And in despair I bowed my head, 

"There is no peace on earth," I said.
"For hate is strong and mocks the song


Of peace on earth good will to men."

David:                                               All who see me mock me;
They hurl insults, shaking their heads: 
"He trusts the lord; 
let the Lord rescue him.
Let him deliver him,
since he delights in him."   



Sam:    But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even the darkness must pass.  A new day will come.  And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.  Those were the story's that stayed with you, that meant something even if you were too small to understand why.

Henry:                                    Then pealed the bells more loud and deep, 
God is not dead, nor doth he sleep!



David:                                   Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One,
you are the praise of Israel...
They cried out to you and were saved;
In you they trusted and were not disappointed.


Sam:    I think Mr. Frodo, I do understand.  I know now.  Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back only they didn't.  Because they were holding on to something.

Henry:                                                     The wrong shall fail.
The right prevail.
With peace on earth good will to men.


 David:                                     Even the darkness will not be dark to you.

The night will shine like the day,
For darkness is as light to you.

Sam:                There's some good in this world Mr. Frodo, and it's worth fighting for.




Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Character of the Month: Uncle Billy

Several posts ago I made a 'Character Challenge' in which I asked several questions that made one observe how they relate to story characters.  The after effect was painful because I couldn't and still can't stop finding more characters I find beautiful and itch to write about.  And I didn't want to feel like a creativity looser and re-post the same challenge over again.
My brain is a brat.  I find I constantly need to entertain it.  So here's another game for you, Ms. Brain, that I hope will keep you content and occupied:

Character of the Month:
Uncle Billy(It's a Wonderful Life)


Yes, I grew up watching It's a Wonderful Life every Christmas just like any other child.  Every time I re-watch this I find something new about it that I never payed attention to.  This year it was Uncle Billy.  This is the first time I'd realized how much of an Uncle Billy I am.
Uncle Billy.  A pathetic, joyful little man with a terrible memory.  He loves people, though when the time comes to be sarcastic in defense of those he cares about, he doesn't hesitate.  He's joyful.  He's an old man with the rambunctious perkiness of an eight year old boy.  He tries very hard.  He wants to do everything right, please everyone.  But his brain works slowly and he can't seem to keep himself from getting distracted.  He ties string around his fingers to help him remember things (which I may or may not have been inspired to do myself).
His confidence in himself is low.  Making mistakes is one of his greatest fears and enemies.  I've found myself in his position in the end, many times as of late, perhaps not in as dire of situations, but there non the less.  And I always wonder how he deals with it.  He's just made one of his all time biggest mistakes.  He's just been yelled at by his closest friend.  And in the end he comes in all animated and full of joy again, giving up a huge amount of money to help his friend.   That's probably the one thing I can't relate with.  If I were him, I would have stayed in my heap of misery, feeling like a failure.  Instead, Uncle Billy chooses to become one of the hero's of this story.
 
















Friday, December 1, 2017

On Walls


One.  I've discovered a new phobia. I have the fear of bare walls.
Two.  I have a new hobby too.  Taking pictures in my basement.
Three.  I wrote this poem at a writers camp.  The challenge was to observe something generally considered ordinary and mundane and see if you can discover some kind of unexpected beauty, then write a poem about it.
This poem is dedicated to my basement.  It's good to be back.  Writing in a blog titled 'A Blue Box in the Basement and a Cup of Coffee' didn't feel right writing from anywhere else.

Room Kind of Love

You enter in
My hollow heart.
Where have you been?
Where did you start?

You sit inside me,
Against my wall.
You cry for help,
As though I'm not here at all.

I breathe on you
From my vent above,
Cooling your tears.
A room kind of love.

Wall Painting
I'm not the only one. 
You can vent too.
You can talk to me, 
Like I talk to you.

Your plug to the left,
My outlet to the right,
Though these walls are mute,
Take my input tonight.

I know all you hear
Are my hissing lights,
The electric hum,

My creaking pipes.

But you look sad,
And I don't know why.
But I'll lock you in,

While you cry.


Ceiling painting by Dr. Elemis Pott and the Pizza Angel



Wallace 







The giant blob fish portrait by Grace Wyka that sits proud and resolute on my wall.
View from the window

Another View 


















Wall paintings and wooden sword 







Wall painting 
















Friday, November 10, 2017

To Narnia



Now we're back to the beginning
It's just  a feeling that no one know's yet.
Just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget.
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes.
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye.

-The Call, Regina Spektor 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQVDkZYbtkI


To:  my friend, Gabe/ Edmund 



Now at last they were at the beginning of chapter one of the Great Story no one on earth has ever read, which goes one forever; in which every chapter is better then the one before.
-C.S Lewis, The Last Battle 




(A mother writes C.S. Lewis regarding her son who feels guilt because he loves Aslan more then he loves Jesus.  C. S. Lewis replies:)
"For the things he loves Aslan for doing or saying are simply the things that Jesus really did and said.  So when Laurence thinks he is loving Aslan, he is really loving Jesus, and perhaps loving him more then he ever did before."
Me as the Dwarf (Ginnabrick) and my Wood Nymph friend





Susan:  "Peter, do you think we'll ever find our way back to Narnia?"
Peter:  "If we're lucky Susan.  If we're very lucky."

-The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe, Dramatized by Joseph Robinette


I spend six months in Narnia.  I returned from being there a couple years ago, when I read the books.  I'd never been so engulfed in a series before.  Reading has never been one of my brightest subjects but Narnia captivated me.  When I returned home from a vacation, I refused to get out of the car until I had finished reading the Silver Chair.  I spend an extra 15 in the car after reading it to ponder on it's brilliance.  I'm not the only weirdo who's been captivated by Narnia.  How does it never grow old?
I learned a few interesting facts while I was in the Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe play.  That C.S Lewis suffered from P.T.S.D.  And he wrote.  A lot.  It was his therapy.  And he created Narnia, kinda of his escape.  That's when I pieced it together in my head.  The reason so many people feel a sense of freedom on reading Narnia.  It was made as an escape, it was C.S Lewis's escape too.
          I escaped to Narnia again through a play.  We performed our last show a week ago, and as Peter and Susan said their last lines, the little Dwarf behind the curtain cried because she didn't want to leave.  Because in her darkest of times she had Narnia to escape to, and it was time to say goodbye.
This is my thank you note to Narnia.  
Thank you for being there for me.














Sunday, October 22, 2017

From: God To: Ecuador





Freely you have received, freely give.  I'm sending you out like sheep among wolfs.  Therefore, be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves.  All men will hate you because of me.  But he who stands firm to the end will be saved.  Whoever acknowledges me before men, I will also acknowledge him before my father in heaven.
Whoever finds his life will loose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.

(Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send?  And who will go for us?"  And I said, "Here I am.  Send me!")

My food is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work.  As you sent me into the world, I have sent them into the world.  
Peace be with you!  As the father has sent me, I am sending you.
How then, can they call on the one they have not believed in?  And how can they believe in the one whom they have not heard?  And how can they hear without someone preaching to them?  And how can they preach unless they are sent?  As it is written, 'how beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!'  So is my word that goes out from my mouth, it will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
You will go out in joy, and be lead forth in peace.  Go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the father, and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.

 From: God


Lord willing, I'm going on a missions trip to Loja Ecuador in March, 2018, from the 2nd to the 10th.  Several months ago my dear elderly sister (Mary Poppins) posted about this trip on her blog.  (Read it.  She's pretty great.) And as I read, I felt the sudden urge to go with her.  I sent God some prayers about it and he sent me some replies.  So here I go.
To say I'm not nervous would be a lie.  In this trip we will partnering with translators and local church members to go from house to house sharing about Jesus, about salvation, and also providing free medical assistants.  Me and Mary Poppins would love it if you would pray for us and the team, that God would speak through us, and that he would be preparing the hearts of those who will hear it.  Less then 1% of the population has a personal relationship with God.
I also signed up short notice, and have to raise over $2,775 by February and have half the funds by Thanksgiving in about 5 and a half  weeks.  If you would like to help me in answering Gods call in that way, you can give on my fund raising page:


https://www.purecharity.com/emily-newtons-fundraiser-for-loja-ecuador-ec18a/r/backers

I'm also selling wrist bands for $4.  Let me know if you're interested in buying one and I'll find a way to get it you.



Marry Poppin's blog:
 http://secretlifeofliddy.blogspot.com/2017/10/octoberthankfulnesschallenge.html

Verses referenced:
Mathew 10:8, 16, 22, 32, 39, Isaiah 6:8, John 4:34, 17:18, 20:21, Romans 10:14, Isaiah 55:11, 12, 28:19







Friday, September 29, 2017

Domino Duel

Elemis:  *Facing her desk.  Head phones on.  Pretending to be productive.  She swivels in her chair, and jolts.*  "Domino?  What are you doing here?"

Domino:  *Sitting on the bed facing her.  Hands in hoodie pockets*  "You forgot about me."

Elemis:  "Haha!  I did not forget about you.  I just actively choose not to think about you."

Domino:  "It kinda hurts."

Elemis:  "Well maybe you could suck it up and see it through my socks for once."

Domino:  "I'm still here."

Elemis:  "I know.  Could you quit haunting me?  You're a writer too, you should understand.  I can't write you right now.  Maybe later.  It doesn't mean I don't care about you-"

Domino:  *interrupting*   "You left us."

Elemis:  "No.  YOU left ME."

Domino:  "I'm right here."

Elemis:  "No, no, no you're not.  Your a dead kid in my dead story, buried in an extensive abyss of deleted files.  So why can't you just leave me alone?"

Domino:  "Well I guess that's the thing about dead people.  And stories.  They don't just leave you in peace."

Elemis:  *Covers face with hands.*  "Do you know how much I put into you?"

Domino:  "Then don't give up on us."

Elemis:  "I just want to have someone to blame besides myself.  Don't you get it?  I'm not writing you any more because I'm scared you're going to get lost on me again.  This isn't the first time I've lost a story."

Domino:  "Did you ever think you may have lost me for a reason?"

Elemis:  "Yes.  And I can find no reason.  Just a blurb that says, 'sorry, this file is corrupted" And I'm trying to find you but I can't.  I can't rewrite you.  Not after all we've been through."

Domino:  "Okay, forget about my story, now start thinking about your own story.  Now look at me.  There are things I never told you about myself.  I was waiting to speak to you because you didn't understand, but now I think you do.  Now I think I can tell you more about my story.  And now you'll know how to write it."

Elemis:  "Nooo, that doesn't work.  My imagination.  I'm in charge."

Domino:  "My story.  I'm in charge.  I never told you some things because I didn't think you would write it very well."

Elemis:  "Well zeesh, thanks."

Domino:  "Now I think you can.  Now I think you understand.  You had to wait."

Elemis:  "I don't have the energy."

Domino:  "Think about Savy.  Think about Qym.  Think about me.  Now keep writing our story.  Don't give up on us."











  

Monday, August 21, 2017

Susan

This poem is based on the Susan from the Chronicles of Narnia.  I grew up with Narnia.  Being in the play (The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe) I've been thinking about it a lot more.  In the book series, you find out in the last book that Susan stops believing in Narnia.  I always wondered why.  Something that the actress of Susan told us really stuck with me.  She said, "Susan thought so much about what other people thought of her, that Narnia didn't matter any more."
I never thought of it that way.  I think about my own faith, I live it and breathe it, I can't imagine life without God.  
I also can't imagine a day going by that I don't think about what other people think of me, and what I can do to be better accepted.
She thought so much about what others thought of her, that Narnia didn't matter anymore. 
Susan is a fictional character.  Unfortunately there are a lot (all) of the characters in Narnia I have a hard time accepting as fictional.  Because I feel like I've met them all before.  Aslan.  Edmund.  Puddle Glum.  Jill.  Peter.  And Susan.  Weak willed Susan's, like me.
I'm a little sibling with a perfect older sister or two, so I found it easy to write this poem though Lucy's point of view.  (No, I'm not playing Lucy in the play.  I'm playing the evil minion dwarf.  So I shouldn't be so sentimental.  It takes some effort to keep myself from crying while Aslan is being killed).  

Susan 

Susan, 
My sister, 
Lucy here.
Remember that time,
We were filled with fear?
You covered my eyes, 
And held me tight, 
And sang me a song 
About wrong and right.

Susan, 
Remember, 
That touch of snow,
When your eyes were opened,
To what you didn't know.
That my magical world
Was actually real.
One you could touch, 
Taste
And feel.

And together we laughed,
Like you could care less,
About your looks, 
Your hair, 
Or your dress.
I captured that moment,
And held it that way
To hang on my wall 
For another day.

Susan,
Remember 
When the dark one's came,
And slaughtered our hope, 
As we watched in vain?
And we knew that nothing
Would be the same.

Then the stone table broke,
We jumped at the sound,
We saw the dark
Crumble to the ground.
When our hope arose
By the break of day,
Alive from the dead,
And evil fled away.

Susan,
Don't you remember our joy?
Why don't you remember the light?
We fought,
We danced, 
We smiled again, 
All in our perfect sight.

Susan, 
Susan, 
Where have you gone?
What are you trying to find?
In the Wardrobe between
What you believe,
And you left Narnia behind.

Susan,
You left it all behind.
Lost in the pleasure of things.
When you look in the mirror,
And then you find,
What these shallow joy's will bring.

Susan, 
My sister, 
Lucy here, 
And I don't know what to do
Without my Susan.
But I'm still right here.
I'm in Narnia waiting for you.























Thursday, August 10, 2017

At Last



At Last 

The ground is gone,
So why look down?
We wither away,
But why do we frown?

This is the end.
So why don't we sing?
Music is life,
But it's life that we cling.

The world is fading,
We're fading fast.
I see it in your eyes, 
It's over at last.

But why do you cry,
As if we failed?
Come to the boat,
Together we'll sail.

Tonight we die,
So get up and dance.
Pick up your music,
This is our last chance.

Then sit down beside me,
Under the stars.
We'll raise up our coffee,
For the horizon's not far.



I think I'm quite ready for another adventure
-Bilbo 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6HHnCQModx8
(Stones under Rushing Water; Neetobreathe).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fngvQS_PmQ
(I See Fire; Ed Sheeran) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shdiTRxTJb4 
(Into the West; Lord of the Rings, Return of the King) 

Friday, August 4, 2017

Addings and Endings

First thing in the morning; I attack my journal.
I need to scribble everything down, all my anger and anxiety and embarrassment and worry.  I'm afraid.  I'm afraid because I'm too stupid for the world, because I'm too short and homely, because my future is a big blank peace of paper, because I'm not good enough or smart enough or pretty enough to survive in the acting world.
I write faster and faster, I'm on a roll, and just then I flip my journal over and I hit the back cover.  Right in mid sentence, my pen hovers over the dead end.  I didn't realize that that was the last page of my journal.
You may wonder why this is such a catastrophe.  Well, imagine that you're driving to Chick-fill-a and your starving and you see the sign in the distance and your so pumped for a chicken sandwich, just to get there and realize that it's Sunday.
Not only did my journal just while I was on a roll, but it also gave me a very lame ending.  Even if the middle of my journals are dirt, if it has a lovely opening and a lovely closing, then I feel satisfied before I tuck it away with the other Chronicles of my life.  But no.  This was the worst way to end a journal.  No redemption.  No hopeful comment.  Just some dumb rambling and complaining over some meaningless things.
I toss the journal and go scrounging about my basement like a scrappy ally cat, looking for a notebook.
I'm so angry at myself for not anticipating the journals end.  I was so busy worrying that I didn't bother to look ahead.

I think I got a glimpse of death.  No, no, I don't care that much about my journals, but isn't this kinda like how death works?

I recently watched the movie 'A Beautiful Mind' and one part in particular stuck with me.  When John is sitting there, and he asks what is there to do with his life.  And his wife answers that you can find anything to do, just add meaning.

When I come to the end of my journal, my life, I don't want to be worrying and complaining about all the things I listed above.
I have hands for writing.  Eye's for art.  A voice for people.
When people ask me what my dream car is, I reply, "Anything as long as it's simple, it takes me places, and has it's own weird look so I can find it in a parking lot."  Only recently have I figured out that I was describing me.
Careers.  Colleges.  Jobs.  Dreams.  Goals.  Hopes.  Adulting.  These things are kind of like the dream car I was talking about.  Passions, goals, they're your Tardis.  Your suit case.  You don't go anywhere without them.  But what's the point of a suit case if it's empty?  Because, friends, our journals are coming up on their last pages and we don't realize it.










Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Humans Crack Me Up

I go to the zoo.  My friends and I discuss pranks we should play on the zookeepers.  We come up with a brilliant plan to waltz up to a zoo keeper and humbly and modestly inform her that the monkeys are naked.  We think this is hilarious and I volunteer for the job.
Giggling and pulling out their phones to take videos, my friends nudge me and motion to the employee slumped against the wall of the monkey exhibit.  I nod and give them the okay, creeping over to the young lady in a theatrically nervous, slightly embarrassed manner.
I cough, "Um, excuse me, but-um...The monkey's are naked."
Employee stares at me, expression as blank as her glasses.  "You think your funny?"
Darn.  She's one of those people.
"Heh," I shrug, continuing the act, "Just didn't know if-you know-that was a problem or not..."
Now she's showing some expression.  I should wrap it up before I get strangled.

Two hours later my friend comes up to me and dares me to start dancing in front of the crowed to win a free funnel cake.  So I do.  Of course.  (If you'd like to call it dancing).
And the man at the snack bar gives us a free funnel cake....
And I'm like,


How am I supposed to learn my learn my lessons? 
Humans crack me up.  I love seeing their reactions to things.  Analyzing their characters.  One of my favorite things to do is watch people.  Which is terribly rude and creepy and socially unacceptable and I wouldn't suggest it.  But really, people are fascinating.  
I thought I was good at people's characters.  I write them out like maps, like equations in my head, and then they do things completely unexpected, and I erase all my notes and wonder what I did wrong.  People are kind of like science, I'm bad at it. 

I've done a lot of dumb things this year.  It's been quite entertaining.  I mean, I don't have Netflix.  I have to actually physically entertain myself.
Ooh, ooh, how about this one:

Me:  "Hey Mom, you can drop me off at the cafe, I'll just walk to the library for filming."
Mom:  "You sure?  You wont have much time."
Me:  "Pffff, sure I have time!  It's right across the street!"
😐
Well.  After a lovely cup of coffee and chat with the employees and a mad rush to memorize lines, I look at my watch and realize I'm already late.  I rush out the door, a lovely neon green sign in front of me that says, 'Library' with a little stick figure reading a book.  And I walk left...
I eventually come back to my senses (or, what ever sense I am capable to attain), cursing myself and looking for a rock to smash my head on.
People laugh when I tell them that my natural humanly sense of navigation is broken.  Then I tell them this story and they stop laughing.

Then there was the time I was volunteering at a concert at a booth selling band swag, whom for the moment I had to pretend I liked.  After the concert, I start stacking chairs.  No, volunteering and stacking chairs does not mean I am a virtuous person.  But I suppose you've already gathered that.
The fancy car pulls up beside us as we work, containing two men with lovely hair, stern expressions and sunglasses.
"That's them!  Form the concert!" My friends exclaim, taking turns peeking over the chair stacks to take a look at the celebrities.  "Ha!" Say's me, in all my jealousy and arrogance, "They think they're so cool!  They're rich they can afford a fancy car with fancy sunglasses and phones and black jackets just so they can look like super undercover spy dudes!  Look them!  Just to impress the chicks!  Ha!  I bet they-"
That's when I shut up.  Oh, I would have continued.  I was pumped.  Until I realize that during my entire sass rage, their window was rolled down...

Yes, I've been pretty top notch stupid this year.  Then there was that time my friend and I dressed up in fluffy princess dresses and flounced around Walmart...I'm not even going to go into that.  Perhaps another day in the Adventures of Dr. Elemis Pott and How She Entertains Herself.  Within the last few days I've managed to accidentally walk down the men's hall, wonder why a friend hadn't arrived after I already greeted them and they stood not a foot away from me, almost get clobbered if not for someone shoving me back in line, (this is all within three minutes of a day mind you) run into Captain America and spill coffee all over her, forget three pages of a script and an entire scene I was supposed to perform that day, I forgot my pants, (not even kidding) forgot my watch, my food, my age, and I chugged almost an entire bowl of orange punch, straight from the bowl.  And that's only within a few days.  Oh but there's more.
On fourth of July I set my backyard on fire, and hours later, set off illegal fire works.  The cops showed up.  But all that wasn't entirely my fault.  Then I proceeded to sing classic patriotic songs around the camp fire.  Like, "You'll Be Back" from Hamilton, and "Taylor the Latte Boy."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdxLohjwhoQ
(You'll Be Back.  A song written in the POV of Kind George as a 'Love' Song to America).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXS0nEOx_20
(Taylor the Latte Boy....yeah..)

Oooooh and so much more.  If I had time and energy and no life then I could continue.  It would never end.  Which makes me sad because I know I'm forgetting something juicy that will torment me for not writing about.  But it's a burden that children like me have to bare.







Thursday, July 20, 2017

Make it A Story Challenge: By MMC (My Mutant Cousin)



No, my cousin is not mutant.  On the contrary she is quite normal (in a good sense), peaceful, beautiful, loving, and wise.  Which makes her hidden ninja side even scarier....

Thank you so much for your incredible stories MMC!  (And sorry.  I'll come up with a better nick name for you...)

If you don't know what the Make it a Story Challenge is, go back a four blog posts and read about how it works.  I'd love to hear your stories!


Monster Stories, by MMC


Cory carried monsters.
He held his green-and-orange backpack in front of him, trying to rush out the door before his parents could notice that it was wiggling. Snap – or Sneak – let out a muffled growl.
“Cory? Did you need that waiver today?”
Cory leaned his head back into the house. “Augh-awhat?” he yelled, to cover the sound of another growl.
“For the natural history museum,” his mom replied patiently.
“Nope Mom it’s oooooo-kay!” Cory called, stifling a yelp as a sharp tail poked him through the backpack. “I’ll just get it in tomorrow!”
“Your trip is today.”
“That’s-fine-actually-Dad-got-it-bye!”
Cory ran out of the house. On the bus, he forged a signature onto the waiver.
While the noisy class sat in the dark space section of the museum, Cory snuck away to the “Prehistoric Oceans” display. He knelt and peeked under the display platform.
Yellow eyes winked at him.
Cory opened his backpack. Snap and Squeak untangled themselves, and stared up with the same yellow eyes.
Cory hugged them, bristly scales and all, then pushed them under the display. Happy squeals came from under the platform. He thought he could recognize Sneak’s.
He turned to go. His face felt hot, and his eyes filled with tears.
A tall green monster stopped him, and held out a hand.
Cory shook it.



Lyssa searched for monsters.
The lone lantern on the bow of her gondola gave weak light to the canal. She gave a clumsy stoke with her oar, and warm water splashed her bare arms. Her purple dress might be wet too, soon.
Uppity restaurants lined the canal, outdoor porches and tables twinkling with lights. Businesspeople chatted and sipped wine. But here in the middle of the canal, the music and chatter dimmed.
Lyssa should be back at the legal party, smiling, chatting, making connections in her new career. Only children believed in monsters.
She paddled slowly to the canal light where two waterways intersected. No one else was out here – no humans, at least.
She had been chatting with a young lawyer at the party, leaning on a rail by the water. He had complimented her work on the last case, and she had looked down, pleased but embarrassed.
Yellow eyes had winked in the water.
Lyssa stopped paddling in the intersection and scanned the canals. She was too old for this. But those eyes had called up half-forgotten memories – or fantasies? Yellow eyes. A scaly tail. A feathered face and curious fuzzy nose.
Fantasy. The overactive imagination of a lonely child. Lyssa was past that now.
She bowed her head.
And something splashed behind her.
It jumped into the boat – yellow, curious eyes – and nuzzled into her lap.



Sophie played with monsters.
She told Kent that when he came to play during the parents meeting, and he said that his brother said that monsters aren’t real. But his brother was wrong then, because but they ARE. REAL.
Sophie told Kent that, but he said no, his brother is ALWAYS right.
Sophie didn’t want to play with Kent after that. Which is why it was okay to be in time-out for yelling. Kent was stupid anyway. Sophie WANTED to be in time out.
Except she yelled that, too, and kicked at the bed, which got her in more trouble.
But the really bad part was after the meeting, when she had sat there and calmed down and even said sorry to Kent. Kent left, and Sophie started to get happy again, because time-out was over and there were extra peanut-butter cookies from the adults. But then the parents had said no, don’t go outside yet, sit here and we can talk while you eat your cookie.
Then they said that monsters weren’t really real.
Sophie took her cookie and ran outside after that. She sat on the dock by the canal and cried.
Yellow and Yellow Two came first, sitting by her with their stripy feet and looking at her with big eyes.
Big Tooth nuzzled her with his fuzzy head.
The fish monsters poked their heads out of the water and waited.
Finally, Sophie slowed down her crying and broke up her cookie to share.
She played with her monsters till the sun went down.


Mattie wrote for monsters.
She sat backstage, because she did scene changes for the play, and wrote the story in her head.
She had been sitting on a tall stool, reading a book while the main swordfight scene went on. It was a long scene about an evil dragon. The book she was reading was about an invasion of alien lizards.
That was when Mattie thought – what if there were good monsters?
Mattie imagined the story. The sword-woman in her cloak – the sword-woman was Mattie, now – would be fighting an evil dragon with red scales and dirty teeth. She would be fighting bravely, but then she would trip and fall.
And that was when the good monsters would come.
They would be green and scaly, with yellow glowing eyes, and they would climb over the dragon and attack it with their teeth.
Mattie could imagine them the clearest. After the monsters had helped Mattie the sword-woman to kill the dragon and save a couple mountain towns from total destruction, they would stay with her for a while.
Their skin was rough and scaly, but they had round, curious eyes, and they would never hurt her.
Making up the monsters felt more and more like remembering them.




Anna fished for monsters.
Her mom said not to go too close to the canals, but Anna was older now. Old enough to finish school, soon. Old enough to know that her grandma’s old stories, of green, scaly monsters who liked peanuts, were just stories. Old enough to know that the canals were dangerous now.
But Anna still wondered.
So she covered a hook in peanut butter and snuck out to Old Town. There used to be restaurants here, but now they were musty old gift shops.
Behind one was a canal intersection, with an almost-drowned canal light in the center.
Anna swam to the light with her fishing pole and climbed up. She dangled the hook into the water.
Anna imagined her grandmother here, years ago, in a wooden gondola. The water was probably lower then.
Anna wondered if she should be scared. Probably not. If there were still monsters here, they would be out at night, like in Grandma’s stories. Her mind wandered as she sat there in the sun.
She heard a quiet splash and looked down.
Her fishing line jerked, and her pole flew out of her hands and disappeared.
She thought she heard a gulp, muffled by the water.
A yellow eye the size of a plate emerged from the surface.
It winked.


Janika lived with monsters.
Some people worshipped them. When an ocean-lizard raised its great head, they prayed to it. When a rumble-hill opened a grassy eye, they sang special songs.
Some people feared them. Janika’s grandparents built their house on a stone plateau, far from rumble-hills and pesky earth-diggers.
But Janika thought the monsters were just animals, like dogs or parrots. Like all of God’s creatures, just – bigger.
She didn’t worship them. You don’t worship dogs, you worship God for giving them to you.
She didn’t fear them, either. The rumble-hills were huge, yes, but they never crushed anyone. They just looked at you patiently, and if they moved that did it at the pace of a snail.
She’d even seen an ocean-lizard, once. She had gone to the docks with other tourists to throw peanut-packages into the water, and it ate her package and winked a giant yellow eye. Her little brother squealed and hid behind her leg, but Janika thought it was a friendly wink. She read stories about when the monsters had been smaller, and they never hurt people then. They played with children.
That was why Janika decided that when she grew up, she would live on a rumble-hill.
One hill, in particular. It stayed close to Janika’s house, in a little valley across the road. She named it Grain, for the wheat that sometimes grew on it. She built herself a swing on Grain’s tree, and when she played on him, his deep rumbles sounded happy.
Janika’s friends said she was crazy, but she just smiled and read her stories of monsters.

Thursday, June 29, 2017

The Steam Punk Wizard of Oz

I've never actually done a legit advertisement before.  As in, none boy-friend-seeking.  Today marks my first post of a real honest advertisement.




  The Steam Punk Wizard of Oz

This Saturday, July 1st, at 3:00pm.  Doors open at 2:30pm.
Admission is free!
At the Nazarene Church in Woodland Park 
Staring the Captain America/the Pizza Angle as Dorothy, I as the Scare Crow, And Squimp as everyone else.........Almost everyone else....And many other fantastic actors!!!
There will be donation tables with snacks, desserts and refreshments.  All donations will go to the local Food Pantry.
Contact me or leave a comment if you have any questions.


"You will come."















Monday, June 26, 2017

The Wait

The Wait 


Call it crumbling 
Call it lust 
Our lives are tumbling
Are we not dust?

Is it time for me
To stop having fun?
Do my friends really care?
Are the good days done?

When the affection fades,
Am I alone?
Did I dance the masquerade,
So my feelings never shown?

A cross on a chain,
And church once a week,
To mask our pain,
Though it's not God we seek.

Give me an answer!
Where is my life?
Being eaten by cancer.
Chipped away by a knife.

Why the temptation?
Am I a human mistake?
You promised salvation,
Then why do I feel so fake?

You've given me passion,
But why not success?
I'm tired of waiting.
I'm done with this mess.

Stop.
Look around.
Turn away from the mirror.
See.
Hear the sound,
Of the hope that's coming nearer.

I never left you.
I never forgot.
My love for you is deeper
Then you have ever sought.

You can't have dark
Without the light.
You can't have ugly
Without the right.

The night is fading,
The dark wont last.
There's beauty in the waiting.
I'm here.  Hold on fast.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0NOxf4uaZI
(NF, Oh Lord)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kc7orBfhEmk
(John Waller, While I'm Waiting)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUWbmtbzDno
(Casting Crowns, Praise You in this Storm)